because I realized that I started making some mediocre tracks. it seems like I really can't do anything normal for this site anymore, and there's a chance that I'll switch to streaming venues. Because I'm very tired, seriously. I don't know what to do anymore or how to keep making tracks. I want something more, I want to become the best musicians, but I didn't know it would happen again. I tried to do something unique or not monotonous, but no one perceived it. I feel like it's the end of the time when I was productive and made the kind of music that many people liked, but now everything is different.
I have to think about it all. because even a regular break from all this won't help here.
but it would seem that I have a good number of subscribers, but only a few of them are really willing to listen to my music, and I really appreciate them. But it still feels like this is the end of everything I've been actively doing for two years.
So, I need to think about all this. don't lose anyway, it doesn't mean that I'm leaving this site forever, Newgrounds is what I live by and it will be difficult for me to just delete my account, because it would be stupid to delete my two years of work, because at what cost I achieved it all.
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I’ve done that before, in fact, I’m pretty sure even @Waterflame has done that before, there’s a few news posts he made back in 2007-2008 that show that he wanted to delete 10 tracks, but back then I don’t think ng had a real delete project button.
And yeah, I guess that’s kinda just what being popular is, but how do you know that they don’t listen behind the scenes. Everyone is busy and may not have time to fave and reply. Perfect of example with me, @Overscore.
I am just like you and I sometimes feel people never actually listen to what I make, but in a case where that fact is completely false is with something I stated to Overscore in which I thought Along the waves was the first 5 star he’s given me… that was dead wrong cause behind the scenes he’s given me even more then what I thought, I just can’t see it lol.
That’s why I have an odd feeling that even waterflame may listen to my content, and I just can’t see it, since he’s so busy, wants to keep stuff private, or not overload his faves section.
You just never know, waterflame may actually be one of my greatest fans(but probably not let’s be real XD), but imagine who is listening to you and just doesn’t have the time to fave.
Keep moving bro! Never stop producing!