because I realized that I started making some mediocre tracks. it seems like I really can't do anything normal for this site anymore, and there's a chance that I'll switch to streaming venues. Because I'm very tired, seriously. I don't know what to do anymore or how to keep making tracks. I want something more, I want to become the best musicians, but I didn't know it would happen again. I tried to do something unique or not monotonous, but no one perceived it. I feel like it's the end of the time when I was productive and made the kind of music that many people liked, but now everything is different.

I have to think about it all. because even a regular break from all this won't help here.

but it would seem that I have a good number of subscribers, but only a few of them are really willing to listen to my music, and I really appreciate them. But it still feels like this is the end of everything I've been actively doing for two years.

So, I need to think about all this. don't lose anyway, it doesn't mean that I'm leaving this site forever, Newgrounds is what I live by and it will be difficult for me to just delete my account, because it would be stupid to delete my two years of work, because at what cost I achieved it all.