Descreption:

Well, I'll start with the important thing, it's not easy for me to write this, because I understand that this is not a joke, but real. 

What happened? Burnout. Tired of it. Not interesting. And the fact that I'm slipping. I never thought that my interest in this site could end with the summer. I'm just tired of all this, that I can't find motivation, I can't just write a good song, because I'm just demotivated. I try not to pay attention to the rating, but it has recently become impossible, as if the users of the site specifically want me to burn out and leave forever. I remember April 2023, and then I also burned out and left, but I came back, because do you know why? They started paying attention to me, I got motivated, nothing bothered me, I worked at full capacity, constantly did collabs with the X-500, I just won't forget this time, I got two Frontpage and it REALLY MOTIVATED me, but it didn't last long, only 3 months. I am unhappy that I was just erased from this site, as if I had done something bad. I do not know if I will come back here, but I do not know myself at all. 

I also realized one thing, no matter how good music you make, YOU WILL STILL BE FORGOTTEN SOONER OR LATER AFTER A WHILE! Someone is lucky, I see that someone has 5-10k auditions on tracks, but I will never see it, it's not for me, it was never intended for me. I immediately apologize to those in front of whom I disgraced myself by starting to make bad music that is impossible to listen to, I am to blame, I agree, but you yourself try to endure low ratings from zerobombers. I've outlived myself. I will never be as popular as I used to be. I hate nature for coming up with demotivation. Thank you for reading, you are the best, know this.