@TomFulp I also want to add that when I was sad and something happened, I would go to your website, and I would look at how good comments were written to me about my tracks, then I immediately forgot about all the problems. Your site is the place where I felt like I belonged, but everything went to shit. I want everything back, I don't want to look with tears in my eyes at how others manage to put their account back in place, put their tracks back in place, but not me. I feel like a piece of shit every day. I considered it my job, for which I get only joy and peace of mind, unlike the real world. I have nothing left that will please me anymore. It is not necessary to consider this some kind of letter before suicide, I do not want to do it, I will do what I like to the end if others notice it, but everything that was noticed has gone into the abyss... And it's very sad...