I'm sorry for promoting myself this way, I just want you to listen to my song. Since my songs are no longer promoted, I unfortunately have to do such a bad thing. :(

Oh.. Frontpaged.. Thanks!!

my song made it to the front page.

Special thanks for @X-500

And thanks for 200 subs!

Also listen my new dnb. It cool too

But I make epic dnb. Maybe it was frontpaged :)

each of my posts is about my motivation, I think everyone is tired of it, just like me else.

I got a new phone, I've been without a phone for 3 months. I didn't have the opportunity to do anything in FL Studio Mobile. So I downloaded it, I go in, I do something, thinking that I won't continue, but something good came out. Listen for yourself. Sometimes motivation can be found where you weren't looking for it.

I no longer have the motivation to make my tracks. every month I was sliding lower and lower. I released my last song in which I used neural networks for vocals, but I feel that it will not gain normal listening. it seems this is another end for me so far. I tried to find motivation somehow, but I didn't succeed at all. I forgot how to make good music like before. No, I'm not leaving you in any case. I'll just take a break. a very long break. in the meantime, listen to my last song that I uploaded. I am very sorry that nothing is working out for me as before. I have lost a former asset. it's kind of sad. autumn has already begun.

this is my song. i don't tried.

I am little in order

I've noticed that my songs are being submitted too often to the FP Suggestion Thread.

@TomFulp please tell me, is this the reason why my songs stopped getting into the FP? Because what tracks I didn't do well, I don't get there. Just go to this thread and see for yourself.

Yesterday I decided to leave this site, but my subscribers did not let me do it, so I rethought and decided to take a break. There doesn't seem to be any difference, I could leave and then miss my business after a while, but that's how my break will go. I made this song specifically for this text, but it's normal, so while I'm gone, listen to it, and then you can listen to my previous tracks. 

I was really surprised how my subscribers did not want me to leave this site, even I was already told that zerobombers are 12-year-old schoolchildren who have done nothing good in life, and are already trying to fuck up good musicians. 

In general, I do not know how long the break will last, but I will try to recover quickly, no matter how much everyone needs it, but I should make songs at least for myself.

I will not return to the site until I find the motivation to do.

Descreption:

Well, I'll start with the important thing, it's not easy for me to write this, because I understand that this is not a joke, but real. 

What happened? Burnout. Tired of it. Not interesting. And the fact that I'm slipping. I never thought that my interest in this site could end with the summer. I'm just tired of all this, that I can't find motivation, I can't just write a good song, because I'm just demotivated. I try not to pay attention to the rating, but it has recently become impossible, as if the users of the site specifically want me to burn out and leave forever. I remember April 2023, and then I also burned out and left, but I came back, because do you know why? They started paying attention to me, I got motivated, nothing bothered me, I worked at full capacity, constantly did collabs with the X-500, I just won't forget this time, I got two Frontpage and it REALLY MOTIVATED me, but it didn't last long, only 3 months. I am unhappy that I was just erased from this site, as if I had done something bad. I do not know if I will come back here, but I do not know myself at all. 

I also realized one thing, no matter how good music you make, YOU WILL STILL BE FORGOTTEN SOONER OR LATER AFTER A WHILE! Someone is lucky, I see that someone has 5-10k auditions on tracks, but I will never see it, it's not for me, it was never intended for me. I immediately apologize to those in front of whom I disgraced myself by starting to make bad music that is impossible to listen to, I am to blame, I agree, but you yourself try to endure low ratings from zerobombers. I've outlived myself. I will never be as popular as I used to be. I hate nature for coming up with demotivation. Thank you for reading, you are the best, know this.