I am little in order

I've noticed that my songs are being submitted too often to the FP Suggestion Thread.

@TomFulp please tell me, is this the reason why my songs stopped getting into the FP? Because what tracks I didn't do well, I don't get there. Just go to this thread and see for yourself.

Yesterday I decided to leave this site, but my subscribers did not let me do it, so I rethought and decided to take a break. There doesn't seem to be any difference, I could leave and then miss my business after a while, but that's how my break will go. I made this song specifically for this text, but it's normal, so while I'm gone, listen to it, and then you can listen to my previous tracks. 

I was really surprised how my subscribers did not want me to leave this site, even I was already told that zerobombers are 12-year-old schoolchildren who have done nothing good in life, and are already trying to fuck up good musicians. 

In general, I do not know how long the break will last, but I will try to recover quickly, no matter how much everyone needs it, but I should make songs at least for myself.

I will not return to the site until I find the motivation to do.

Descreption:

Well, I'll start with the important thing, it's not easy for me to write this, because I understand that this is not a joke, but real. 

What happened? Burnout. Tired of it. Not interesting. And the fact that I'm slipping. I never thought that my interest in this site could end with the summer. I'm just tired of all this, that I can't find motivation, I can't just write a good song, because I'm just demotivated. I try not to pay attention to the rating, but it has recently become impossible, as if the users of the site specifically want me to burn out and leave forever. I remember April 2023, and then I also burned out and left, but I came back, because do you know why? They started paying attention to me, I got motivated, nothing bothered me, I worked at full capacity, constantly did collabs with the X-500, I just won't forget this time, I got two Frontpage and it REALLY MOTIVATED me, but it didn't last long, only 3 months. I am unhappy that I was just erased from this site, as if I had done something bad. I do not know if I will come back here, but I do not know myself at all. 

I also realized one thing, no matter how good music you make, YOU WILL STILL BE FORGOTTEN SOONER OR LATER AFTER A WHILE! Someone is lucky, I see that someone has 5-10k auditions on tracks, but I will never see it, it's not for me, it was never intended for me. I immediately apologize to those in front of whom I disgraced myself by starting to make bad music that is impossible to listen to, I am to blame, I agree, but you yourself try to endure low ratings from zerobombers. I've outlived myself. I will never be as popular as I used to be. I hate nature for coming up with demotivation. Thank you for reading, you are the best, know this.

Thanks all for feedback and support.

Listen it -

I remember a lot of people who told me that "I'm your fan, I'll always listen to you," but it was as if they were never there. how it knocks me down. how I want to bring back the winter of 2023, when I was more or less famous. how I didn't appreciate it. I don't even have the strength to make tracks for myself, I just don't know how to tell everyone that I'm worth more than 50 auditions, I envy those who can keep themselves and not pay attention. if at least someone sees this, then I ask for one request., just listen to the song, you don't have to rate it, anyway I'm used to the fact that my songs can't be rated 5 times for months. thank you. you are the best.

I also realized one thing, no matter how good music you would not make, you will NEVER become very popular.

who see it, listen my new song.

I'll be coming home in an hour! Hurray! Finally!

Check it

real.